📖 Testo della Storia
I came back to campus as an alumnus with a backpack full of careful memories and a heart that wanted to be surprised. The quad looked the same in the way places do when you squint: familiar angles, the same cracked bench, the same iron gates that creak on warm afternoons. But details had shifted—tiles replaced, a new café where the old bookstore used to be—and in those tiny differences I felt the passing of years like a breeze at my back. I wandered toward the rear of the library because that was where everything in my student life had quieted down. It was where I met friends after late classes, where I hid from exams and learned how to laugh when a paper was due. The rear entrance still had the little metal awning I remembered, dented and painted a color that tried hard to be cheerful. Rain pooled against its lip, tiny drums on a roof that had sheltered a thousand nights of whispered plans.
Standing there, I watched students move like a current—heads bent over phones, shoulders bundled, laughter spilling from clusters like light. One of them bumped into the post and apologized with the casual politeness of people who are always on their way somewhere. I wanted to call out, to say I’d once been that rushed person, that the map in my head had been drawn the same way. Instead I found myself leaning under the awning and letting the weather decide if I wanted to stay. A woman walked past and glanced up. “Alumnus?” she asked when she saw my event badge, equal parts curiosity and welcome. The word felt both heavy and warm. It wrapped identity around me without permission, a label I never expected to wear so openly.
We talked for a while—about professors who taught with old jokes, about a building that smelled permanently of coffee, about a place that taught us to call deadlines ‘sacred’ with a wink. She told me she was trying to find the courage to present a project; I told her about failing spectacularly in a debate and then laughing until I cried because it taught me how to try again. There’s a strange generosity in being an alumnus: you collect stories that become shorter when you tell them, then longer the next time when someone’s listening.
When I finally stepped away from the awning, the rain had stopped and the campus looked washed clean, almost ready for another round of students to leave their marks. I walked around to the rear parking lot, where the sun pushed through and the long shadows receded. It felt like a simple pilgrimage—one made in sneakers and a hoodie rather than comfortable shoes. I left with a small sense of peace, a reminder that places hold us and that we, in turn, become part of the place's weather: sheltering, changing, staying. There’s comfort in knowing you can return, stand under an old awning, and recognize in the bustle the same quiet courage that once lived in you.